KoujiDaisuki76's Xanga

I Fail

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:07:37 GMT

I just got my test back. I'm not too happy with the score. The reason why I didn't do well on this test was the same reason why I didn't do well on first fluids test. I may have studied a lot, but I didn't carefully study the material. I'm really worried about my grades now. Quantity vs. Quality. I need to do a more qualitative job of studying. I think I've got the Quantitative part of studying down. I just make way too many stupid mistakes.

5 more tests in Unified. 1 fluids, 1 material, 2 thermo, 1 circuit

At least one in each subject. I need to ace these.

my love for george harrison is not the same as a crazy fan girl's.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 04:46:29 GMT

Billie Jeans

good song.

Xifan Sunday tomorrow

Study for Thermo

Unified Pset

Find answer to 7a

Monday

Study for Thermo, practice test

Thank You Plamen Nenov!

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:32:41 GMT

I would like to say thank you to Plamen Nenov for making my day a better day by allowing me to take the 14.01 makeup exam. Now, Wednesday doesn't seem too bad. But then again Thursday is even busier. I have the presentation for the satellite team at 4 I believe. I'll have to leave early since the 14.01 exam will be at 5. Tonight, I just have to work on 14.01. I'm pretty much done with Unified PSET 7. I realize that I LOVE Thermodynamics! I disliked it in the beginning only because Darmofal was confusing me and I wasn't reading up on the material. Aero Astro in general is amazing. I haven't slept in Unified yet, done that plenty in 6.041 and 14.01. I've been sleeping at 4 AM every night now. Surprisingly, I don't feel sleepy at all. I guess one gets used to not sleeping. So I've had about 12-15 hours of sleep since Monday? Sounds about right.

Everything is in good hands.

Looking forward to the the Star Trek DVD coming out on the 17th of November. (Right Lynda?)

Live long and prosper everyone.

One Word:

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 23:09:53 GMT

Annoyed.

I saw Red

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 23:06:22 GMT

I think I saw him today. I was heading towards the student center because I needed to acquire some money from the ATM. As I continued to go on to the right most entrance, I think I saw him. I was not sure. He was wearing red and black pants. I forget completely if he was wearing black pants or not. He wore a hat so I couldn't see his face but he has a particular walk. So I recognized him, at least I think. I was instantly happy for a second. I actually wanted to follow him but at last I continued to go to the ATM. I thought maybe I could see him again if I quickly went through the left most doors. But I lost site of him. He was talking to a girl probably his age. Please understand. It's not like I have a crush on him. It's more like, "Ah! He is good looking and so nice. He is such an awesome person. I just want to be friends". I love having friends and being friends. I wish I could talk to him. I'd be nice. Maybe I'll see him in the future during classes.

AH! Eric just came in and gave me this crazy cool George Harrison picture! It's so cool and according to the back there's only 1/25 available! Thank You Eric!. Haha, you know me way to well :) I love George.

Thank You to whoever is watching me for letting me see him today. I look forward to tomorrow.

Tuesday Baloney

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 22:28:56 GMT

It's been four days since I came back to MIT. Whoa, time goes by so fast before you know it. I wish it would not fly by without me knowing it. So again today, I feel kind of lonely. I'm excited for class to start then I won't be lonely or bored and I'll have something to do like study physics or circuits! Yes! On a class day there's so much things to do. So much that you are not left behind to ponder your situation. I rather be thinking, "Ah so much things to do! So much things to worry about!" rather than, 'Uh, I'm so bored. I want to hang out with this person but I don't know where he or she is. Aw, she left without me. I don't want to be myself..." So MIT, please commence with Hell if you would! I look forward to it. I guess this is what I like about being at home. No matter what may happen, your parents and siblings are there to take care of you and to talk to you. Out in the real world, you really have yourself to make yourself happy. I believe that even if you have the best of friends, in the end, they are nothing compared to family who will talk to you and whom you can feel most comfortable with. I mean with a friend, even if he or she is the closest friend in the world, you can't say, NO! I'm bored and lonely, Help ME! I think that's very insecure. :sigh: So, I realize I miss home when I'm lonely. Now lonely and being a lone are two completely different things. Being alone is a good thing! It can be fun cause you can go exploring on your own terms. But being lonely isn't a good thing. At MIT, I feel like classes, projects, etc, brings people together. It's kinda of sad but that's what happens. I guess since I have nothing to do I'm going to go and clean out my rice cooker and make some rice and eat it with kimchi and canned fish. :) Maybe I need a boyfriend. My parents did mention that I need a boyfriend. But I'm not material that a boy would like. I have myself. In high school, my english teacher would say that no man is an island. Well, I tend to think the island makes the man an island. All in all, I want to say to conclude my post the following:

Niel Armstrong, you are my hero.

My thoughts at the moment.

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 03:13:05 GMT

My alarm clocked beeped around 8:00 am and I finally woke up around 8:10 to help out with the waffle breakfast at Next House. We gathered all the dishes, waffle makers, and etc. It was indeed very successful. Today I am being very insecure. I know what I'm thinking is not true about my friends and people around me but I can not get this insecurity out of my head. It's bothering me and has been bothering me since 7 o'clock pm today. I felt so uncomfortable that I decided to just eat half my hamburger for lunch at the bbq Next House's Housemaster was having. I regret fully for wasting the lunch and not eating a lot since right now I am SO hungry. I've eaten two small waffles, half a burger, a cookie thanks to the awesome GRT in 4E (delicious btw) and some random bagel bites. Again, I am hungry. Tomorrow, I'm going to go to Shinkanasen and eat a lot. I tried drinking lots of water to make myself full but it's not working. I'll set up my rice cooker tomorrow and clean the grapes I bought and freeze them. Grapes are expensive by the way in Boston. On the happy note, I didn't spend any money today. This year I am going to try to stay on a budget as much as I can. It's the right thing to do. After the Next House of cards, I played Majong for a while and met up with some freshmen. Majong is so much fun! But I won't get addicted. I realize I'm not much into card games, board games, or video games in general. I'm excited for everyone to return to Next House.

I'm going to call my parents then go read up on Neil Armstrong. I think Neil Armstrong is my hero right now. I hope some day I can think like the way he does. Next biography to read: Werner von Braun, ex-Nazi Rocket Engineer.

On the side note, I've been dreaming about things... things that make me smile and happy. <3

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 02:30:51 GMT

I LOVE ROMAN HOLIDAY AND GREGORY PECK..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 13:36:46 GMT

So..

Tomorrow is a big day. I have one of my most important exams of my life tomorrow. I wonder how i'll go. I've been studying and today I'll be going over all the questions again and ask people around for the small miniscule things I still do not know. What will I do?? I'm so nervous. So absolutely nervous. My desk is so messy. Everything I own is on my desk. My computer that I am in fact typing on is on top of my chemistry book. And underneath my chemistry book is some misc homework that I've lost track off. There's wasabi green tea peanuts on my desk and George Harrison's is being covered with my bowl that I ate clam chowder from. There's a pineapple can still in the shaw's grocery bag even. Aie. Come Wednesday night I will be very busy cleaning everything up. Come Thursday I'll be home. I'm so excited.

I've been thinking of ending xanga and making a private blog off the mit scripts server. Should I? Yah.. I'l be cool.

Wish me luck on my physics finals tomorrow!

Good luck everyone!

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 06:58:36 GMT

caroyln is here right now with me

we made posters of george harrison because today is infact the 7th anniversary of his death.

RIP GEORGE HARRISON